Third Sunday of Easter 'B'

Saturday April 29, 2006

Still In the Process of Conversion? Of course!

It’s interesting how some life experiences and incidents can be developed into small vignettes — anecdotal references ingrained in the memory for life. They keep us humble but also confident that the deepest truths are perennial and that truth can indeed make us free.

It was during my junior or senior year at Bayley Ellard during which it was customary for students to participate in what was called “a vocation rally.” Priests, sisters and brothers visited the school to give witness to their religious vocation with the hope that some of us might be awakened to an inner call to pursue a similar religious “career”. Even in those days, the thought of a religious vocation was not something a teenager would broadcast to the world and in many cases, not even to family members or to closest friends.

In as much as we were not exactly angels, we did have periodic visits to the principal’s office to account for misdemeanors and minor infringements of the school disciplinary code and occasionally for a major breach of school etiquette.

On a particular occasion, the school chaplain happened to interrupt a short disciplinary class lecture by the principal with the request that the boys be released for the annual vocation rally. Sister principal exclaimed without a break, “Vocation rally? Fr. Miekam, these students are in the process of conversion!” Not only had we failed the test of a vocation but had failed the test of faith!

Another vignette stored in my memory comes from our family table where we used to comment on the latest news, published and unpublished, some of which dealt with the “sins” of politicians or other prominent folks in the news. The religious connection would inevitably be made by my mother who would inject the rhetorical question, “Was he Catholic?” to which she would answer immediately, “I don’t think so. A Catholic wouldn’t do such a thing.”

In truth, we are all in the process of conversion. We never really get it completely right despite honest efforts and best intentions.

In Luke-Acts, Peter challenges his own people to acknowledge their sins but quickly takes them off the hook by assigning their sins to ignorance. Luke uses the same word for “rejection” here that he used in his gospel to describe Peter’s denial of Jesus after his arrest. Notice too, the similarity between his description of Peter’s absolution, “you acted out of ignorance…” and Jesus forgiveness on the cross, “Father, forgive them for they know not what they do.”

Writing almost seventy years after the death and resurrection of Jesus, Luke acknowledges the reality of sin despite the redemption making it clear to the ‘know-it-alls’ of his time that we cannot be saved on our own but only by the grace of God won by Jesus’ faithfulness. Take note that it was Jesus’ faithfulness that “won” our salvation, not his death. God did not want Jesus “dead’ — God is not a sadist and Jesus was not a masochist — he wanted him to live faithful, It was indeed, his faithfulness that cost him his life.

Luke’s gospel assures us that although his appearance is different, his presence was real. It is the same Jesus of history who now appears as the Christ of faith living within the community of believers. Once again, forgiveness is the doorway to faith or is it not rather the other way around; faith is the doorway to forgiveness?

I continue to be astounded by the way the Spirit continues to move within the community of faith we call the Church. I have experienced it in the catechumenate – the Rite of Christian Initiation into the Church. Seated around the table of God’s word, Christ’s presence becomes real as catechists, candidates and sponsors continue to gain new insights into the ancient testimonies of prophets and apostles. It’s a never-ending process.

I see the impact of Jesus’ resurrection in young candidates preparing for Confirmation. They are gradually awakening to the faith through their exploration of the ancient writings filtered through their own personal experiences and the experiences of their mentors and sponsor-catechists.

I experience it each Sunday as we gather at this table of God’s word and sacrament. We are making connections and God’s presence is experienced in a very real way in the proclamation of the word and in the breaking of the bread.

In an essay entitled, “Waiting for Judas” author Madelieine L’Engle cites this old legendary tale about Judas, the traitor:

“After his death, Judas found himself at the bottom of a slimy pit. For thousands of years he wept his repentance and when his tears were spent, he looked up and saw, way, way up, a tiny glimmer of light. After contemplating on the little shaft of light for another thousand years or so, he began to climb toward it. Because the walls of the pit were wet and slimy, he slipped back again and again. Only after many, many more years did he try to climb again. After many more tears and many more tries, he managed to drag himself out of the pit. Suddenly, he found himself in an upper room with 12 people seated around a table. ‘We’ve been waiting for you, Judas,’ said Jesus. ‘We couldn’t begin until you came.’”

There is hope for the sinner and help for the sojourner. You and I are witnesses of all of these things.

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